i tried so hard ;

heyyo,
what a lousy day , kinda.
th start of th day was like already so... ruined.
hmphf!
almost vomited after looking at th mirror :(
lols :D
it's nice criticizing one self (for me).
but say byebye to one's self esteem & confidence ((:
anyways, when i get onto th bus 147, i was like kinda gong-gong las.
TIRED okays ((:
slept like only for 5hours plus, and jie BROKE my sleep chain.
thanks -.-
okay, back to th point.
th bus was like FILLED with human, everyone was like squeezing to get onto th bus, then suddenly i heard one "PIAK" sound , uber loud, and screaming, turned and saw this man, screaming his head off -.-
i was like OMG when i realised he slapped th lady standing behind me.
*was in a trauma,
exaggerating a lil huh.
but, wth -.-
some mad man came slapping an innocent stranger.
i hope he's really CRAZY enough to slap himself.
*curse him :X
pity th lady, poor thing las ! th slap was so damn HARD (cos it's LOUD).

i somehow have this thought of how he became mad :
1997 :
He was a normal ordinary man, & since some man tend to womanize, MAYBE he's one of them , and left his wife for a china woman.
&& MAYBE he was rich, so th china woman took all his money and ran away with another man, hahahhaha.
so he went mad.
& MAYBE th ladyy who got slapped (she looks china-ly?) resembles his china woman.
okay.
this is some random crap las (:

- but i kinda pity him... i mean... he's mad, which means he's not RIGHT in th mind... and so he didn't mean to anyhow slap ppl (?)
hope less people go nuts (so cut down on your nuts !)
okay, i know i know. LAME yea? (:
cherish th people around you, before you lose them forever.

oh.
had th last of dance for this month, until end of years are over.
dammit.
pfft .
END OF YEARS are scaring th HELL outta me, i'm like so DAMN LAZYY.
*slap.
i mean, i'm always LAZY (which is bad, i know)
oh golly.
feel like breaking down sometimes.
i just HATE myself.
*feel th hatred.
i shall force myself to study later :))
hope i'll succeed.
damn .
short post for my boring life today (:

andand so sorryy, Rachel !
i'm too lazy to go to your house.
hees.
you also las, lazy bum.
don't want come my house .
lols.

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK.
why doesn't th things disappear when i want them to ?
AhBrahCaDebra!
*waits for homework to disappear.
pfft!
it's not working. -.-
"of cos not Celine, stop being stupid and lame"
anyways, i'm REALLYREALLY pissed off at my damn self.
so not in a mood.
don't piss me off, cos i'm already PISSED OFF, enough. (FYI: more than enough).

i'm missing my hubby now (:
"omg, but i'm feeling kinda down currently.
sighh.
why doesn't things stay perfect?
how can such things even happen?
both parties will get hurt, wouldn't they?
such great feelings.." :(
i feel really REALLY happy when you say goodnight to me on th phone & when you text "iloveyou" and all those sweet cute stuff :)
seriously. & i'm oh-so in love with your voice .
i can't wait for tomorrow, but part of me kinda don't wanna go, cos i'm feeling fugly, xD
i'm sorry my dear.
but of cos, i'm going.
*bury my fugly face.